Fix me

Call me creepy, but i really love reading old chat logs. To look back at stuff i said and wonder what the heck was going through my mind.

Not to mention the fact that it really is quite entertaining, it's interesting to look back and realise how much people change. Even though the fact that my com got reformatted means i only have logs from last december on, it's amazing how people can change so much in such a short period of time, not to mention myself. It's shocking, and quite disappointing actually.

But it's not just that. I guess reading chat logs actually reveals to me more about myself, than anyone else. It's like looking at myself from another person's viewpoint, and realizing just how much i don't know about myself. Not that it's a good thing; all i see in myself are flaws. But that's a flaw in itself, isn't it? Not being able to look at the good side of things.

But then again, i never really look deep enough.