!!!!!!

the world needs more talent like this.

 

(that is the same song)

Viraemia is insane.

I am so sleepy.

Dead people can't talk.

So shut up.

Achilles' Heel

There are some things that i just can't do. Some things i just can't take. Some people i just can't stand.

And i hate it when people push me. I hate it even more when i can't find the strength to push them back. Maybe the line i've drawn is too vague.

Panic.

Everyone's got their weaknesses.

So where the hell is yours?

Metalhead.

I hate how entire songs can somehow put themselves together on the spot in my mind like as if it's an mp3 player churning out new stuff. Ungodly riffs, tapping bass fills, time signatures and tempo changes, polyrhythms, blast beats and solos built on scales i can't even name. Counterpoint, tritones, pinch harmonics, atonal harmonies and chromatic palm muted 16th note riffs. If i could record directly out of my head, i'd have an album by now.

I hate how everything disappears when i get home, sit down and try to tab it all out.

After my o's i'll make sure i sit down and get at least ONE song finished.

On a side note, who said bass guitar was simple and boring?

Spin the wheel

I feel like a complete fool.

Back to back

Watchful eyes all around me. Pounce. No. Go away.

(I don't know what to say.)

Miss

  

Life is good, i guess.

Anal(ogy)

I have a rock.

A rock, somehow suspended from the ceiling by two strips of rubber.It's hanging in there just fine. Tension's a little high though.

Let's say i cut one of the strips, leaving the remaining strip to bear the entire weight of the rock. It's not a little rock, but it's still hanging in there.

Or the poor string could snap, and the rock falls. It's a big rock. It leaves a dent on the once spotless parquet flooring.

I can't tell if a single rubber strip can support my rock. Calculations and estimations could never be trusted; I'm not well versed in physics, at least not in the physics of this sort. Not everything has to conform to a set of laws and formulae.

Time to test and see for myself. One's eyes does not make (many) mistakes.

And i'll find out just how strong rubber is.

I don't need to know more about my rock. Heavy is heavy; that is all.

I live next to a mountain.

Some things will never change.

(I sleep under a rock)

Plot

This makes me happy.

_

How am i supposed to do anything if this is how it's gonna be? 

Perhaps it's just me then. I'm the sucker. The one who's always at the losing end, cause no one really gives a shit and here i am pouring everything i've got into a big hole.

I really hope i'm wrong but i guess it's already too late now. I'd like to say i've tried my best, even though my "best" really means zero. Nada. I tried to try.

There, you said it.

I guess i'm not just imagining things then.

Really makes me wonder, if you really are that stupid or if you just couldn't care less.

Vacuum.

This isn't worth what i'm giving it.

iwaslike :ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

English - 75%
E math - 78%
A math - 71% (fml)
Chem - 67%
Physics - 78%
History - 81%
SS Lit - 61%

L1R5 - 9
Average - 72.9%

:O

I swear i mugged so damn little.



And this is my reward. Blame him for daring to bet with me.

Stumble.

Picking myself up is clearly way, way harder than i thought.

Poor helpless me. 

I was looking at my old archives when i found this. Now i'm overwhelmed with lust.

WTF MIKE PORTNOY LEFT DREAM THEATER??????????? :'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

EXTRA LARGE

I'm gonna puke

Trauma

Once bitten, twice shy.

I am scared.

Scared that i will have to go through this all over a second time.

Scared that i won't know what to do again.

Scared that i haven't learnt my lesson.

Scared that this is all i'm ever gonna get.

Experience brings about nothing. No wisdom, no courage.

Just more fear.

I feel like my heart is being weighed down upon right now.

Burden.

Once bitten, twice shy.

And now i won't have the courage to go out there anymore. 

EP.

Another amazing band i've found recently in my search for new stuff.

Heavy, catchy, and technical; but not overly technical as to become plain wankery.

Their four song EP packs more punch than many mediocre LPs out there.

I love metal.

BLEAGH

HAHA, DUDE, WHAT HAVE YOU BECOME.

I'm gonna puke on my keyboard.

Living in the moment.

It could all continue in (i don't know how many days) time. I don't even know how many more days. This is new.




No matter;

This week was awesome,

I haven't felt so happy in a long time,

and life is good.

And that's all that matters.

I'm going to take a bath, crawl into my bed with a laptop and spend the rest of the night in Quahog.

:)

x2

Trapped within a fabricated world.
Of Gods encased in metal beams,
Subsumed and enveloped in synthetic dreams.
Evolution holds a cunning trap. 
The misfortunes of the human. Are his works, though brilliant they may be, they've led him to his ruin.
Written in a timeless script,
The tragedy of modern ages.
Cries forth the dismal fate of man.
In bloodied, tear-stained pages.

-



I really can't figure out where this is going. 


Cause sometimes better really feels like worse and worse just makes me wanna kill myself.


I know i don't have to be living with this. I just need to stop adding fuel to the fire.


But goddamnit, i've become too dependent on it's warmth.

\m/ BITCH

 

KENNETH JOHN CHEONG HEAR THIS. IMMA ****ING HEADBANG TILL MY NECK BREAKS.

This band is gonna get big.

Revocation

('.')timo says:
*obviously
*have you got the album yet
קנת says:
*still downloading
('.')timo says:
*hahahah kkk hurry
*so dam good
קנת says:
*HOWHOWHOW HAHAh
('.')timo says:
*HAHA
*I DON'T KNOW
*JUST HURRY
*MY EARS ARE ORGASMING OVER AND OVER AGAIN
קנת says:
*FFFuuukkkk do you ahve to be so Detailed!?
*hahahaha
('.')timo says:
*YES
*this is better than sex
קנת says:
*HOW WOULD YOU KNOW HAHAHAHA
('.')timo says:
*cause sex doesn't sound this good.


As you might have guessed, i have found my new favourite death metal band.

Since my filthy words will never be worthy of describing their eargasmic sound, excuse me while i keep the intense pleasure to myself.

('.')timo says:
*OMG
*DISMANTLE THE DICTATOR
*HAS STARTED
*SEXXXXX

Exploding

Seems that i'm not done here;

did you know?