How very depressing. Maybe, if i just cut myself off from all this nonsense, it would be better for me. It's so false, so superficial anyway. It should never have begun. I can just start laughing at myself now. I'm going through exactly what i made fun of in other people. I'm becoming what i said i'd never be (Oh no, don't get me wrong). But how shallow can i get? This isn't worth what i'm giving it. I'm not gonna get shit from it.
Some people told me i'm changing. For the better? I don't know. But i think i'd rather be who i was before. Even if i was an insensitive jerk, an asshole, at least i was a happy insensitive jerk.
I'd change back, if i could.
Ps. You, leave me alone.
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