Tuesday, January 18, 2011

我没有时间洗袜子。

Down the drain.

I pictured the day i'd be lying in bed trying to convince myself that none of this ever happened.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Pulling strings.

I really don't think i should be doing this to you, because for all i know i've gone through it myself and it would probably hurt you so much more given the circumstance.

And i think you go through enough.

Perhaps i'm mistaken; please let me be.

Friday, January 14, 2011

A beautiful mess.

I don't even know what we are now anymore.

Back here again.

Sometimes i think i've got it all. I like to tell myself that, well, this must be it. That maybe i've begun to comprehend; maybe i'm already happy enough. I'll make do with what i have; i'll make it on my own.

How arrogant, how complacent, how stubborn, how just plain dumb. (Of me.)

Cause when the noise dies down and euphoria fades and everyone else is gone, what i have boils down to nothing. I have nothing, i do nothing, i am nothing. I am weak, i am incapable and i can't do it. Not alone.

I thought i could do it without God. Again and again but i never learn my lesson because everytime i fall down i push away the loving hand of my saviour and struggle back to my feet myself, only to crumble again.

No more. I am nothing but you are more than enough for me.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Rediscover you

I need to just admit
my faith is paper thin
I'm feeling so burned out
On religion

I say an empty prayer
I sing a tired song
I need to just admit that the passion's gone

And I want to get it back

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move
Help me rediscover You

I want to learn to pray
The way that David prayed
I want my soul to burn when I hear Your name
I want to feel like new
I want to hunger for you
Bring me back to life like only You can do
Cause I don't want to stay the same

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move
Help me rediscover You

Lord, I want to be Yours today
I want to know the passion of the saints
And how they were changed

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move

I want to burn for You
Bring me back to life, Jesus
Help me rediscover You


Rediscover You - Starfield

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Useless

I can't hold it against you if you don't care anymore.

Don't deserve you anyway; i've done nothing to.