Star

Just now, as i sat down under the stars (or rather, the lack of), a million scattered thoughts flowed into my mind. I, being timo, am unable to express them in words. Therefore, i compress all my doubts, joys, sorrows and anger into this.

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This little asterisk contains all my thoughts. Read it carefully, you might actually find something.






SISTER, IF YOU STILL READ THIS SPACE, THANKS FOR THE STRUDEL :) AND THE CARD

I really appreciate the thought, more than anything else.

Bartley Christian Church

Some cheebyes that i know, got no EQ at all. Seriously damn immature.

Just fuck off and die, seriously.

Why go to church if the people there are worse off than the people from school? Ironic much? Hypocrites, just hypocrites.

It's no wonder so many people are leaving. The church fails to serve it's purpose.

When "christians" give you more problems than solutions, when fellowship is literally non-existent, i really do wonder why i still go. I mean, what's a church for?

No, what am i saying? I don't go to church? I go to frontline youth. Go figure.

Youth are screwed up, aren't they?

You must probably be thinking right now, 'What a hypocrite! He's just like the rest of them"

Yeah, i am. I don't deny it.

I'm a hypocrite. A "christian". Immature bastard.

But at least i don't make myself appear all righteous.

I am so fickle sometimes.

Bittersweet

I've never been one to follow trends. To go with what's popular. To like what everyone else likes.

Be it a musician, a dressing style, or a brand name, the fact that everyone likes something or someone has always turned me off to it.

And this time is no different. I'd rather be seen as nothing, to be nobody than to be looked upon as one in a many.

For the millionth time,

This is not who i am.

2010年5月27日

Mock exams - Frisbee - LAN - Study - Dinner - Study - Tauhuay - Home

I'm starting to become like one of those people that blogs by listing out what they've done that day. Oh well.

GG dota quite fun leh.

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Yeah, i've never believed in that too, but given the circumstances, nothing makes sense no matter what angle i try and see it from.

I don't know what to believe in any more.

God damn it.

Just die already. I wouldn't be able to take this much longer. I hope you fucking burn in hell.

No, who am i kidding. I'm the one that should be burning.

Something more

School - Frisbee - Eat - More frisbee - Night study - Dinner - Night study - Prata house - Home

It's pretty much the same thing everyday.

But i love it :)





Ps. Thank you :)

FTW

MID YEAR RESULTS ARE ALL BACK :D

I shall list them here cause i'm quite proud of myself. From best to worst,

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A Math - 81% (A1)
E Math - 78% (A1)
Full History - 76% (A1)
Chemistry - 64% (B4)
Chinese - 64% (B4)
SS Lit - 62% (B4)
English - 61% (B4)
Physics - 60% (B4)

L1R5 - 15pts
Avg - 68.3%
MSG - 2.88
Class Position - 4th

As you can see, it's really just separated into two categories - The A1's and the B4's. =/

My Chinese beat my English. 真正的华人。

Super disappointed in my SS Lit =/

Surprised like shit that i'm 4th.

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Ultimate frisbee yesterday. Then went to mug. Then home. Ran at night.

Frisbee today. Then slacked around. Then more frisbee. Then night study in school. Then home. Ran at night.

I've found new meaning in life.



"Wtf then you can just go kiss the plant"