I thought it'd be nice to sit down and reflect for a while.

After reading through my whole blog archives from january to november, i thought it would be nice to sit down and think about the past year, even though it isn't completely over yet. I guess it's really interesting to look at myself, my thoughts this past year and then look at things as they are right now.

The times i whined about o levels and how i was never gonna make it. The tension i imagined there would be in the exam hall which never really was.

Looking at my resolutions for the year, things i hoped i do and things that i failed to do in the end.

Looking at how i used to view certain issues; after having seen (more or less) the full picture now, i now know how right or wrong i was.

Realising how immature i was, harbouring hatred over the slightest issues, or for no reason at all really, except that i was sore and maybe hurt. Then laughing at how all of it faded away so quickly. I guess it's like "heat of the moment" stuff that really looks so stupid after it's all over.

Looking back at tough times and how i got through it all.

This year has been a draining one to say the least. Emotionally (more so than any year before), mentally and physically. But looking back i would gladly go through all of it again.

The year really did fly by, and now there's only one month left. Who knows what's going to happen.

Seeing people change is always "interesting", for lack of a better word. But it becomes so different when the person you're watching is yourself.